i feel so old...this is why
yesterday i hear my phone going off, i had a text message from Nichole and this is how it went:
Nichole: whats your last name?
Claudia: Pac----
Nichole: k
Claudia: why?
Nichole: i put you as an emergency contact
Claudia: for you or your kids?
Nichole: kids
Claudia: Okie, i fee like such a grown up now
Nichole: Lol funny
then later on that night i find out I'm one of Heide's emergency contact numbers for her alarm system
when did i become the person to contact in case of emergencies? when did i become so reliable and so responsible? I'm not saying it i don't like it or that its a bad thing but i just don't know when it happened. when did i go from being a carefree teen to a grown up? I'm old....
deployment number 2- Sean is leaving soon and its going to suck so bad
I'm staying in fayetteville this time, with Lucy. i have a few friends here in Nc now so it wont suck too bad i don't think (hopefully) plus i also have my job which I'm liking so far and enjoying
i just don't want him going anywhere, i don't want to have to be apart from him, it seems like he just got back from his last deployment and now he is leaving again.
Thankfully my Mom and Step dad are coming to visit me, also Schirm is coming to see me too (she is mainly coming because she is in love with a friend of mine lol...right Schirm?)
i think the first two weeks time will go by so slow, but once the ball gets rolling, time will fly........till about the very week when he comes back when times will slow down again to the very last minute before i see him again =o(
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Ahh! You can do it hunny! We will get through it together. I can't wait to see u though!!!
if you ever do come! seen as how Enrique is there now! you have no reason to stop by anymore sniff sniff
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